Sigh of relief

Last month was one of my worst days of life. My mother was sick - suffering with Cervical Vertebra (here pains goes from head to one of hand thru spine leaving you unmovable) rather struggling with life taking unbearable pains. I think pains hardly were her concern. Her big concern was what will happen to her family posthumous her.

We took her to the best doctors of our area… hospitalized her. Treatment was going on but the expected relief was not coming through. Life was scary enough for me. May be because i’m more attached to her.

Those days she was not talking much and I used to keep running out of things to say. So generally i was trying to keep her company for a bit of time in weekends. She was confined to bed and was fairly lonely in her room alone so i used to try my best to drop in as often as possible.

Even now i can feel the moments we had spent together during her illness. The only difference was - I used to sit by her head seeing helplessly and she used to flutter with hell lot of pains incessantly taking through out day-night all the way.

Only few selected school friends were continuously in touch with me to give me all sorts of help. i'm truly obliged to all of them for their support and love towards me. But the one who is going thru that situation, knows the tension and stress which has no end. You really can’t expect much from relatives, friends. It is only our strengths that can give us energy to face such situations stout heartedly.

By god’s grace....blessings of well wishers, she came out of this, a month after and recovering very well. After those stressful days, i think we all breathed a sigh of relief and settle into a more peaceful, routine life.

But i cant forget those dark nights of fear.

I'm thankful they are history now.